I'm not going to address the elephant in the room. You know, the one where I haven't updated this thing in almost 2 months.
It's been a good few weeks, and as we roll into the Christmas season this is the first time I've had a moment to breathe. Seriously, the past two weeks have been nonstop, and I guess my body is catching up with me because I'm starting to feel ill.
Makes me kind of think I should have kept moving. But my introvert self says "NO. You relish in that alone time!"
Which then makes me think of Erin Napier's post yesterday, which speaks to me on so many levels it's ridiculous.
It's funny, even when I don't feel I have the energy to interact with people, even my close people, somehow God gives me the energy with them. When I think I'll be exhausted energy wise, it's like I become an extrovert for a second and my energy is spurred on by them.
I hope the friends, church family, real family in my life understand how important they are to me. That I don't have to be "on" for them or "try" with them, and how instead of me feeling depleted, they energize me!
Makes me kind of think I should have kept moving. But my introvert self says "NO. You relish in that alone time!"
Which then makes me think of Erin Napier's post yesterday, which speaks to me on so many levels it's ridiculous.
It's funny, even when I don't feel I have the energy to interact with people, even my close people, somehow God gives me the energy with them. When I think I'll be exhausted energy wise, it's like I become an extrovert for a second and my energy is spurred on by them.
I hope the friends, church family, real family in my life understand how important they are to me. That I don't have to be "on" for them or "try" with them, and how instead of me feeling depleted, they energize me!
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